This is how Christmas makes my body feel

December 15, 2017

  So, where to begin… Christmas! Holidays! Christmas. Holidays. Sigh. Every year, I forget how mental the holidays can be. Everyone is sick or just getting sick or just getting over being sick. People are dropping like flies and plans get cancelled at every corner. Everyone is tired from a year of going and pushing and doing. Then there are presents to buy (or make….yuck), …

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I aM sTuCk

October 21, 2017

  I am going through a stuck period right now. And this is what I usually do when I’m stuck. Watch movies in the middle of the day. While eating a hamburger and chips. Get angry at the teacher because I was late for drop-off and because IT’S HER FAULT I’M STUCK! Rage at everyone. My kids. My husband. Strangers. Above teacher. And then smother …

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Audacious, scary, body buzzing, delicious desire

September 22, 2017

  Desire – Part 1 Desires are weird and wonderful. They are basically what you want but when you change the word want for the word desire it sounds so much more….ballsy. Daring. Delicious. Illegal. Naughty. Desire seems like a slap to everything I grew up with. It’s the opposite of almost every message I received. I think that desire would have been a dangerous …

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